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Confessions of a Die-hard Steelers Fan, the Prequel: I Wussed Out and Missed the Craziest 2 Minutes and 42 Seconds in Steelers History
A couple of weeks ago, I told the story of the time I was too nervous to watch the second half of the AFC Championship game between the Steelers and Ravens from a few years ago. And because of that, I missed out on experiencing Troy Polamalu's 40 yard interception return for a touchdown that secured a berth in Super Bowl XLIII.
Unfortunately, that wasn't the first time that the stress of a close postseason game got the best of me. In fact, because of the stress and anxiety that I was feeling late in the Steelers Divisional playoff game vs. the Colts following the 2005 season, I may have missed the most heart-stopping two minutes and 42 seconds in Steelers history.
Most fans know the story of the 2005 Pittsburgh Steelers. After barely sneaking into the playoffs as the 6th seed in the AFC, they had to win three-straight road games just to make it to Super Bowl XL, where they finally brought home the franchise's first Super Bowl title in over a quarter of a century.
Of the four postseason games that the Steelers played on their way to the Lombardi, none of them had more drama than the Divisional match-up against the Colts in the RCA Dome in Indianapolis on January 15th, 2006.
2005 was supposed to be the year that Peyton Manning and the Colts finally won "the big game" after coming up short time and again in previous seasons. There was even talk of Indianapolis going undefeated after they started the year 13-0. After a loss to the Chargers in week 15, however, Colts Head Coach Tony Dungy decided to rest most of his key players over the course of the last two weeks in-order to avoid any serious injuries before the playoffs.
Our Pittsburgh Steelers, meanwhile, had no such luxury as they headed for the home-stretch. Sitting at 7-5 after losing three straight games, the Steelers were in playoff mode the last month of the season. Not only did they need to win out, they needed a lot of outside help just to make the postseason.
Pittsburgh did, indeed, win out and get the help they needed to make the playoffs as the final Wild Card team in the AFC.
In the Wild Card round, the Steelers went to Cincinnati and avenged a lost to the Bengals in early December with a 31-17 victory.
After that, it was off to Indianapolis, where the Steelers were to be the sacrificial lambs for Peyton and the boys.
The top seeded Colts were heavy favorites, and rightfully so. In a Monday night match-up in November, the Steelers had no answers for the Colts offense or defense in a 26-7 beat-down.
I know there weren't too many people outside of Pittsburgh giving the Steelers much of a chance in the playoff game. In fact, on one radio show that previewed the four divisional games, the Colts/Steelers match-up was the only one that wasn't expected to be a contest as every expert on the show gave a huge nod to the Colts.
Even Big Ben Roethlisberger was giving the Colts respect when he went on record as saying that the Steelers A game wasn't good enough to beat the Colts B game.
Huge underdogs or not, I was obviously confident that the Steelers could pull it out as I sat down in my uncle's living room to watch the game with him and my cousins. I had no plans on walking out at any time. I was there to watch something awesome unfold.
And it did, at least initially.
Instead of the Steelers having no answers for the Colts, the roles were reversed. Pittsburgh surprised Indy by coming out passing, and on the game's second play from scrimmage, Roethlisberger hit tight end Heath Miller with a 36 yard pass. A few plays later, it was Big Ben to Antwaan Randle El for a six-yard touchdown pass, and Pittsburgh was up, 7-0.
On Pittsburgh's third possession of the first quarter, they made it 14-0 on a Ben to Miller seven-yard touchdown pass.
On the defensive side of the ball, the Steelers had Peyton Manning and his offensive linemen totally confused, and the Colts offense had a really hard time moving the ball at all. At one point during the second quarter, the Steelers had 10 first downs to Indy's one.
It may have been 14-0, but the fact of the matter is, the score could have been a lot more lopsided in Pittsburgh's favor. The Steelers were moving the ball on their second drive when Roethlisberger was hit as he threw, and the pass was intercepted. On the team's fourth drive of the first half, Randle El had his man beat for what could have been a long touchdown pass, but the pass was under-thrown, and to make matters worse, El was blatantly interfered with on the play, and nothing was called.
Beings that the Colts were an offensive juggernaut during the regular season--they averaged nearly 28 points a game--I was waiting for the other shoe to drop at any moment.
That moment looked like it would come in the second quarter when Colts running back Edgerrin James fueled a 96 yard drive that consumed 9:39 of the game clock. Unfortunately for Indianapolis, the drive came up a couple of yards short, and they had to settle for a short field goal.
This proved to be a moral victory for the Steelers defense. Not only did the Colts take nearly 10 minutes off the clock, they came away with just three points, and Pittsburgh headed to the locker room leading, 14-3.
The Steelers continued to dominate in the third quarter as Manning had no answers for the Steelers defense. Pittsburgh's offense started to use the running game to wear the lighter Colts defense down, and by the end of the third quarter, Pittsburgh looked poised to deliver the knock-out punch.
After Manning was nearly sacked for a safety, Indianapolis was forced to punt from deep inside their own end zone. Randle El returned the punt to the Colts 30. After a Willie Parker 10-yard run, the Steelers road the Bus, Jerome Bettis, the remaining 20-yards for a touchdown and a 21-3 lead.
I was never more confident in a victory than I was at that moment. I picked up my three-year old cousin and started spinning her around. It was great.
I probably shouldn't have been as confident. As I said earlier, the Colts were an offensive machine in '05. However, Dick Lebeau's defense had so thoroughly dominated and confused the Colts offense up to that point, I didn't think there was a way that even Manning could pull this out.
On the Colts next possession, they faced a 4th and 2 from their own 36 yard line. It appeared that Indianapolis was sending their punt team on the field, but Manning waved them off and decided to go for it. Pretty ballsy move, and it paid off as he hit Brandon Stokley for a first down at mid-field on the final play of the third quarter.
From that point on, the complexion of the game seemed to change drastically.
Two plays into the fourth quarter, Manning connected with tight end Dallas Clark for a 50 yard touchdown catch and run, and suddenly, the Colts had new life and only trailed, 21-10.
Fortunately, the Steelers went on a time-consuming drive that included two fourth down conversions--one on a QB sneak by Big Ben and the other on a one-yard plunge by Bettis.
The Steelers didn't score on the drive, but they did eat up over seven minutes of game-time, and when Indianapolis finally got the ball back, there were barely over six minutes left. If the Steelers defense could just come up with one more stop, it would be off to Denver for the AFC Championship Game.
Two plays later, the Steelers appeared to get that stop when Troy Polamalu dived in front of a Manning pass and intercepted it near mid-field. Troy tried to get up and make more out of the play, and when he did, he knocked the ball out with his knee. Fortunately, he quickly fell on the ball to secure the turnover, and more than likely, the game.
At that point, I started parading around my uncle's living room with my arms raised in victory. I probably picked my little cousins up and threw them around again. It was great. I knew that I had just witnessed an interception; the Steelers knew they had just witnessed an interception; the CBS announcers knew they had just witnessed an interception; the officials new they had just witnessed an interception; THE COLTS knew they had just witnessed an interception.
The Steelers were now going to run the clock all the way down and walk out of Indianapolis with a dominating victory.
Dungy decided to challenge the play. I don't know what he thought would come out of that challenge. Did he think he would get one of the most bizarre replay reversals in NFL hist.........oh wait. That's exactly what happened.
The referee gave some crazy explanation that because Troy knocked the ball out of his hand before he could get both knees off the ground, it was an incomplete pass. Yeah, I know. Whatever swear word you just said is probably what I screamed at that moment.
Let me get this straight: If Polamalu would have stayed on the ground after he picked off the pass, it would have been an interception. But because he tried to get up and EXTEND THE TIME OF THE PLAY, it was an incomplete pass?
After that reversal, I was never so angry watching a game. As I watched the Colts march down the field, I kept muttering that the refs were trying to give the game to Indianapolis. Little did I know, at that very moment, former Steelers linebacker Joey Porter was saying the exact same thing.
Indianapolis soon made it 21-18 on a short touchdown run by James and a two-point conversation on a pass from Manning to Reggie Wayne, and the Colts were really back into it with over four minutes left to play.
With all the momentum on Indy's side, could the Steelers offense get a few first downs and put this game away? The quick answer was NO!
The Steelers couldn't put together a sustained drive and had to punt the ball away to the Colts with 2:42 left to play.
I couldn't stand it any longer. I sensed that a heartbreaking loss of epic proportions was about to come down hard on Steeler Nation, and the thought of this was so frightening, I decided to high-tail it out of my uncle's house and go for a drive. Why did I do that? Beats me (again, someone should have).
I made my way up to Mt. Washington, where I drove around the empty treats for about 10 or 15 minutes (everyone else was probably inside, you know, actually watching the game).
I didn't have my car radio on or anything, but after a safe amount of time had passed, I decided to turn it on to see what had happened. As soon as I did, I heard Steelers play-by-play man Bill Hilgrove singing, "Turn out the Lights! The party's over!" I knew that they had won at that point, but I had no idea what had transpired over the final 2:42.
I didn't know that the Steelers defense came down hard on Manning and sacked him twice during the Colts possession right after I had left my uncle's place--including the apparent game-clincher on 4th and 16 near the Colts own goal-line with 1:20 left to play.
I didn't know that the Steelers couldn't just kneel on the ball because the Colts still had all three time-outs remaining; they would have to score a touchdown in order to secure the victory.
I didn't know that Bettis fumbled while trying to score and that the Colts Nick Harper picked up the football and appeared to be on his way to a miraculous touchdown only to be slowed and miraculously tackled by a back-peddling Ben Roethlisberger.
I didn't know that Peyton Manning had quickly driven the Colts down inside the Steelers 30-yard line and almost won the game on a touchdown pass to Reggie Wayne before it was broken up at the last second by rookie corner Bryant McFadden.
All I knew at that point was that the Steelers had escaped with an awesome victory.
It wasn't until a couple of hours later, when I watched the highlights of the Bettis fumble, that I realized just how close the Steelers came to suffering the most heartbreaking loss in team history.
Speaking of heartbreaking. For those of you who don't remember, seconds after Bettis fumbled, a fan watching the game at a local Pittsburgh bar suffered a heart-attack.
Don't worry, he made a pretty nice recovery, but maybe it was fate that I didn't see the final 2:42.
No, not because I may have suffered a heart-attack, but because I may have suffered blunt trauma to the head.
While talking about the game with my uncle afterwards, he told me that he was eating dinner in his living room on one of those knock-down tables, and the second that Bettis fumbled, he flung the table across the room, dinner and all. Remember the scene of Hines Ward standing on the sideline as he anticipated a game-sealing touchdown by the Bus? That's how I probably would have been standing in my uncle's living room, and if my calculations are correct, the dinner and table would have hit me right in the head.
I have no excuse for missing Troy's pick-six, but missing the most bizarre 2:42 in team history may have saved my life.....or at least saved me from a face full of mashed potatoes.
Source: Behind the Steel Curtain
Confessions of a Die-hard Steelers Fan: I Missed Troy Polamalu’s Heroics in the 2008 AFC Championship Game Because I Wussed Out
Just the other day on BTSC, Neal Coolong wrote this awesome piece that chronicled the Steelers epic clash with the hated Ravens in the 2008 AFC Championship game at Heinz Field. The most significant moment from that game was Troy Polamalu's 40 yard pick-six that secured a trip to Super Bowl XLIII.
Here's an excerpt from Neal's article:
Yes sir, it truly was a special moment, and something I'll never forget. Only problem is, I didn't actually see the play live. "But why?" you make be asking yourself. After all, I'm one of the biggest Steelers fans there is. I cry when they win, and I cry when they lose.
What could have prevented me from witnessing such a special moment? Was I working? Was I somewhere delivering a baby? Was I defending the Universe from the evil forces of darkness? No on all counts. I was in my apartment all by myself, and my cable was working just fine.
If you must know, the moment was just too big for me, and I wussed out.
Actually, the entire 2008 postseason was too big for me. This whole wussing out thing started a week earlier when the Steelers defeated the Chargers, 35-24, in the Divisional round.
I was actually on my way home from work at the beginning of that game, and I didn't want to put my car radio on as I was driving because I wanted to avoid any potential sudden jerks of my wheel. The playoffs are intense, and you can't be distracted while traveling at a high speed on I-79.
Anyway, just as I pulled into my parking spot in front of my apartment building, my girlfriend at the time texted this: "It's 7-0, honey." I said, "7-0, who?" She replied, "San Diego."
For whatever reason, this spooked me. The Chargers had given the Steelers all they could handle in their regular season matchup earlier in the year, and even though San Diego was 8-8, they came into the postseason on a pretty impressive winning-streak and had just knocked off the Colts in the Wild Card round a week earlier.
Instead of the Steelers taking care of business early, they were behind by a touchdown before I could even make it into my apartment.
In order to not drag this portion of the story out too much, I'll just say that I missed every significant moment of the first half. Instead of watching it like a real man, I turned my television off and paced back and forth in my apartment, only checking in to get updates from the CBS crew every 10 minutes or so.
I did watch the second half, mainly because I had a bowling match, and I had no choice--every television set at the alley was obviously tuned into the game.
Fortunately, the Steelers pulled away in the last two quarters, and it wasn't too nerve-wracking for me.
I hadn't planned on using the same wussy tactics for the Baltimore game, but like any other game plan, I knew I could always go back to that "defense" if I really had to.
Thankfully, the first half of the AFC Championship match-up pretty much went Pittsburgh's way as they controlled most of the action. Unfortunately, thanks in part to the bs ruling on a Santonio Holmes "drop" in the first quarter and the infamous drop for reals by a wide-open Limas Sweed near the end of the first half, the Steelers were only ahead, 13-7, at the break.
This scared the living daylights out of me. The thought of Ray Lewis and Co. parading around Heinz Field with the Lamar Hunt trophy was just too much for me to stomach. The Ravens had the Steelers right where they wanted them. They had taken Pittsburgh's biggest body blows, and they were still in the game.
This is when I chickened out and decided to employ the wussy strategy from the first half of the San Diego game a week earlier.
I checked in for updates periodically in the second half, like near the end of the third quarter when I learned that the Steelers were now up, 16-7, thanks to a 46 yard Jeff Reed field goal. This made me feel a bit better. I mean, let's face it, the Ravens have never been known for their explosive offense, and they certainly weren't in 2008 with rookie quarterback Joe Flacco at the helm.
Forget Troy's heroics, I didn't even see any of the significant moments of the second half that led up to it. I didn't know that a shanked punt by Mitch Berger and a pass interference call on Ike Taylor had set up a short Willis McGahee touchdown run that brought the Ravens within two-points with 9:29 to go. Instead, I was in the dark in my little Crafton apartment, just hoping for the best. I even managed to take a shower during this time. Why? Beats me (someone should have).
When I turned the television on with 6:50 left to go and saw that the score was now 16-14, and that the Ravens were set to begin a drive that could lead them straight to the gates of Super Bowl XLIII, my heart sank.
This was Ravens football. You just couldn't put them away. It didn't matter how ugly things got or how bad they played early on, they just had a way of hanging around and pulling out games late. As Lewis shouted right as this drive was about to begin: "Joe Flacco is going to become a star today. Why? Because the defense stood up!"
This is when I really went into panic mode. Had you seen me at that point, you would have had me committed.
I continued to pace back and forth in my darkened Crafton apartment. Every single part of my body was shaking and twitching. I was sweating. I was damn-near crying. I just knew that Joe Flacco was going to lead the Ravens to an AFC-clinching field goal in the final seconds. This was going to be my biggest nightmare since the 1994 AFC Championship game.
After about five minutes of this pathetic behavior, I was just about to rush over and turn my television back on when I heard shouts of joy coming from other dwellings of my apartment building. This had to be a good thing.
I turned on my television just in time to see Heinz Field rocking like it never had before.
Troy had done it! He had just created one of the most lasting memories in Steelers history.
Neal Coolong saw it live in a bar in Minnesota, and he and other transplant Steelers fans celebrated as if they were right there at Heinz Field. As for me? I was literally 10 minutes away from Heinz Field, all alone in my apartment, and I missed it because I had my head buried in the sand, just hoping that everything would turn out OK.
Since that night, I've watched the Youtube highlights of Troy's awesome play thousands of times. But there is nothing like seeing a play like that live.....unless you're a wuss.
And I call myself a Steelers fan.
Source: Behind the Steel Curtain